30 June, 2008

Getting Emo Again

I still can't believe that I lost my temper that day. I absolutely hate it. 7 years and this is the first time I truly exploded even if there were times when I've been pissed. I was this close to losing it and I nearly stormed out. Sigh...

Crappy sorta weekend... with the exception of football. Actually, that was crappy in a way too as I'm REALLY out of shape. After 20 mins I was huffing and puffing like a big bad wolf( with sweat dripping down the hair on my chinny chin chin). I think the old men are fitter then the young men! Scored 3 goals though, so not that bad I guess. Plus, we discovered the next big football star in the form of Ray's nephew, Issac. He's 10 and I must say that he's pretty talented. When I was his age, I couldn't even kick a ball straight! He was all over the pitch defending well and spraying accurate passes all over the place. I mean, he got tackles in on all of us and we weren't exactly 'kelonging' either. He's like a pint sized Makelele and I think he'll thrash us when he grows up.








On a more depressing note, my grandma got hospitalized again as she suffered a (suspected) stroke/relapse. Someone played a prank that his girlfriend was pregnant. Plus my uncle's only got a few days left. 'Sadded' man. :(

I suppose we knew all along that the moment my uncle stopped the chemo, it was going to be a matter of time. At least he and his family had some time to prepare. I suppose no amount of preparation can really prepare you when it actually happens but I must say that my aunt is holding up well and being strong so far. My uncle has some pretty bizarre last wishes. He wants us to wear pink at the wake and to turn up in 70's attire for the 7th day prayers. He says that its a going away party and he doesn't want any sad 'churchy' minor key music to be played at his wake. He wants Disco! I think the guests will not know what to do when they get there. Mourn or Boogie? Eulogies or Travolta?

Arghh!!!
So freaking morbid!

I'm gonna re-watch this Brit comedy called Death At A Funeral to get myself in a more morbid state(Seriously, its a good show).

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